And that was the closest I ever got.
Saturday
Thursday
Thursday
slick sadist girl
left at dawn
a mist clung wind broken fuck
so i stay away
it's nothing personal
just how you look in the sun
lights the shade off my face
and i'll always remember what you are wearing
because i know you'd want me to remember what you were wearing
it's just not us
and in turn
our paths uncross
-
left at dawn
a mist clung wind broken fuck
so i stay away
it's nothing personal
just how you look in the sun
lights the shade off my face
and i'll always remember what you are wearing
because i know you'd want me to remember what you were wearing
it's just not us
and in turn
our paths uncross
-
Wednesday
Sunday
you'd sigh and roll my t-shirt sleeves for me
i'd look at the ground
wondering if you were happy
in the background
i'd look at the ground
wondering if you were happy
in the background
from backseat driving to
backstreet driving
(greasy slick
back in her teens
but now i know that
consideration pales
in comparison
how happy is she
equals how happy are we)
love, everyone needs you here
backstreet driving
(greasy slick
back in her teens
but now i know that
consideration pales
in comparison
how happy is she
equals how happy are we)
love, everyone needs you here
Thursday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Tuesday
Thursday
Wednesday
Wednesday
Tuesday
Friday
Wednesday
Tuesday
he says he's finishing his last beer and then we can go.
i'm fine with this because i'm actually outside. silently pressing buttons. sending messages to the cardiologist to look closely right now because i feel like i'm imploding.
we've been here too long and i'm tired of talking to strangers. they keep referring to me by name. i wish i was better with names.
no i don't.
i'm fine with this because i'm actually outside. silently pressing buttons. sending messages to the cardiologist to look closely right now because i feel like i'm imploding.
we've been here too long and i'm tired of talking to strangers. they keep referring to me by name. i wish i was better with names.
no i don't.
Thursday
Sunday
Tuesday
Monday
Friday
Wednesday
Tuesday
Monday
you're paying for a silent drive
a private ride
falling in and out
on tinted windows
alongside the taxis
4 am
lakeshore
i'd offer you doors
and roll carpets at your feet
hold umbrellas and
lay down bugatti coats
without concern
for anyone behind us
-it's just a view for them
you're looking at me
i'm driving with my thumb
and index
you're blurring the separation
between us
i'm rolling up the partition
between us
a private ride
falling in and out
on tinted windows
alongside the taxis
4 am
lakeshore
i'd offer you doors
and roll carpets at your feet
hold umbrellas and
lay down bugatti coats
without concern
for anyone behind us
-it's just a view for them
you're looking at me
i'm driving with my thumb
and index
you're blurring the separation
between us
i'm rolling up the partition
between us
Wednesday
i've been trying to show everyone your mannerisms
and why i need them
it seems very easy indeed
but your absence
fills lucid sleep
i would fall in the front aisle
of the chapel
staff picking up the corners of my life
slowly
offering me cigarettes
slowly
we are quietly kept
with mutual manners
so instead i've spit words like
self preservation
and
preventative maintenance
and they swirl from my mouth
like smoke lit fires
in rabbit holes
hounds waiting at the other end
to win
and why i need them
it seems very easy indeed
but your absence
fills lucid sleep
i would fall in the front aisle
of the chapel
staff picking up the corners of my life
slowly
offering me cigarettes
slowly
we are quietly kept
with mutual manners
so instead i've spit words like
self preservation
and
preventative maintenance
and they swirl from my mouth
like smoke lit fires
in rabbit holes
hounds waiting at the other end
to win
Tuesday
Monday
Sunday
Friday
Thursday
Monday
Friday
Wednesday
Tuesday
Saturday
Thursday
Tuesday
Monday
Wednesday
Saturday
Thursday
Wednesday
Saturday
Saturday
Wednesday
Friday
displace your malady onto me
(i handle it better then you may think)
we can share your Atlas weight
send me in to take the blame today
and tomorrow
and however long you want this order
your primordial beauty
you sided with the Titans
punished to keep thoughts apart
and disallow true love and faithless fate
as they wave; sunset and sunrise
then sit in peace with celestial rings
rotating in perfect alignment
if you're alright
then i'm alright
(i handle it better then you may think)
we can share your Atlas weight
send me in to take the blame today
and tomorrow
and however long you want this order
your primordial beauty
you sided with the Titans
punished to keep thoughts apart
and disallow true love and faithless fate
as they wave; sunset and sunrise
then sit in peace with celestial rings
rotating in perfect alignment
if you're alright
then i'm alright